Pavitrta rilij barbad aur snbhog ke bad pira

Shuddhta men ek saptah yah sab vishvas se pare gulam murga kamuk banane ke lie leta hai . vah bahar jane ke lie dhar hona chahie, lekin sah ke layak nahin hai . main dhire-dhire uske lnd ko chiati hoon jisse use har kinare se adhik se adhik nirasha hoti hai. ise vapas pakarne ke lie bahut jor se koshish kar raha hoon, mujhe pata hai ki yah mushkil hai.. mujhe lagta hai ki vahan keval itna vah snbhal sakta tha, ek barbad snbhog sukh pane se pahle aur phir saja ke roop men kuchh ke bad snbhog sukh pira.. . ab yah agli bar tak shuddhta men vapas aa gaya hai..